Thursday, March 11, 2010

thinking about writing... again

I have moments.
Moments of inspiration come suddenly. i'm rarely thinking its worthy of anyones time.

school is taking up so much. and it is really all i have right now. i keep taking these stupid jobs that get me by for a few months and then i go away. No one calls no one answers emails when i try to reach out.

i ramble
that is why i keep waiting for the inspiration to come.

but my paintings are going well...

i wish i had a real job or an identity.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I remember you. We had something good. Those years may look better in retrospect, maybe. I heard you thought I was your chance at happines. I don't know your current situation. Mine has changed. Maybe we can talk. I am lost myself...

Crystals Shimmer said...

My chance at happiness is in my hands alone...
An anonymous writer may be elusive.
As for anything good...how good can something have been to never reveal an identity?
Your misspellings give you away.
I have a guess as to who you may be.
I remember asking to be left alone. We were only just friends and I have no trust in you who I think you are. You need help beyond my control and then you will not be lost.
Peace, old friend.
Unless you reveal you are someone else. Someone vague?
How anonymous can be such a chore...

Anonymous said...

Yes, I suppose it is, but interesting. I'm not him...think farther back....someone vague, no...someone who walked to your house in slushy puddles. If this is offensive I will not post anymore.

Anonymous said...

further back than childhood...?

im not offended.(curious...maybe?)

my contact info hasn't changed in years.

i'd talk to an old friend with good intentions. i will always look for inspiration.

Anonymous said...

I have only good intentions. Feeling lost and maybe connecting with someone I cared for will inspire me in some way. I don't have facebook and I have never emailed you. I have looked for you at Jimmy's occasionally on a Thursday, thought you lived near there. Not childhood, mid teens...

Crystals Shimmer said...

you're going to play the anonymous stranger game?

i lived near jimmy's for over 6 years and that place is certainly not my sort of scene.
this all suggests that we must not have known each other very well.
peace

LCBL said...

Wow, I have known you since mid-teens also and I cant imagine who this anonymous character might be. I really have a hard time thinking of who would say they've cared about you but not be willing to let you who they are. Maybe you should update your privacy settings...